That's sound advice...

 

Cock and Ball Torture or CBT is a fairly common kink in the BDSM world and one I certainly enjoy.  Well, certain aspects of it anyway.  I think CBT covers a wide range of activities, that, while all focused on the male genitals, can be very different things with very different levels of severity.  From binds to insertions to full on groin kicks, CBT occupies a decidedly varied corner in the kink world.

It's a kink that can be very pleasing both mentally and physically.  Not only are a man's genitals quite sensitive, we are also quite sensitive to things happening to them!  So to have them attacked in any way, even mildly, can be very powerful.

I've long enjoyed C&B bondage.  Various rings, straps, even wide shoelaces have brought me a lot of satisfaction over the years.  I love to have my balls stretched and then bound.   I adore pulling my testicles, one at a time through an almost too small steel ring and then stuffing my rapidly hardening cock in it too and then feeling that weighty restraint as I move around.

Sounding, or inserting items into my penis has always intrigued me and it was something I fantasized about often but was either too scared to try or afraid my wife wouldn't approve.

But alas, after many years, I couldn't resist the desire any more and she gave me permission to buy a sound to try.  I'd done enough research over the years to know I wanted stainless steel and not silicone.  I wanted the rigidity and the cold steel was super exciting to me!  What I didn't know was what size to get.  There's so many options and, like pretty much everything, internet opinions just made it more confusing.  The "purists" if you will, swear that sounds should be heavy and basically fall in on their own and I get that.  But those can be expensive and not only was I not sure what size I wanted to start with, I had no idea if I'd actually enjoy it so I wanted to ease in a bit.

So I chose the shorter one with varied bulb sizes shown in this posts' picture.  If I remember right, it goes from 4mm to 9mm.  My hands actually shook as I placed the order.  I couldn't believe I was finally doing it!  I was nervous and excited all at the same time.

And a few days later, there it was in the mailbox.  I ripped open the package and took just a brief moment to admire the subtle weight and wonderfully smooth surface before thoroughly washing it with soap and water and then wiping it with rubbing alcohol.  There was no way I could resist at least trying it so I grabbed my bottle of lube and sat at the edge of my chair.  A little lube in my hole and some on the sound and I aimed the tip right at my slit.  I was shocked at how easily slid right in!

The sight alone was intoxicating and my cock instantly hardened.  I began to ease it in further and as the larger bulbs pressed into the opening, I felt my cock begin to protest and I stopped.  I washed it all up and waited for the chance to try it out with my wife.

Later, we laid together on the bed and she began masturbating.  I was focused on her and helped get her really going.  Then I rolled onto my back, lubed me and the sound up, held my raging cock straight up and slowly began inserting it into me.  She loved it and exploded into a powerful orgasm very quickly!  Again I let it sink in until I felt the resistance in my slit.  Like her, in no time I was gushing cum.

We repeated that scene multiple times over the next few weeks with me eventually taking the sound up to last bulb but not able to take the last one.  The sensation and sight of the bulbs running up and down the inside of my cock was incredible.  Yes, you can actually see them going up and down!  She would put her fingertips on my shaft and feel it moving in and out of me as she rocked herself to powerful orgasms.

So, the greenlight was given for the longer one.  It's around 10" long so it goes very deep and adds several more layers of intensity and sensation.  She really enjoyed watching and feeling me using this one!  But, given the things she has done to me, somewhat surprisingly, she was scared to use it on me.

But eventually, after a few beers and some very horny talk and play, she was ready and I eagerly grabbed both of them.  I got lubed up and away we went.  It was AMAZING to have her in control of them.  My head spun and I sank deep into the experience.  I was standing before her as she sat and it wasn't long before my hips were thrusting as I fucked the steel rod that was plunged into my cock.  She was super into it too and telling me how twisted I was and what a naughty, slutty boy I was and in no time, my balls drew up and it was time to cum.  I was completely lost in the scene and unlike previous sessions, I wanted to cum with the rod inside of me and that is just what I did.

And that's when I heard her say, "You're bleeding."

It instantly snapped me out of the incredibly pleasurable moment!

Sure enough, mixed with my creamy cum was the pinkish red of blood.  As my cum subsided, the blood turned deep red and I knew it was from the surface and not internal.  That was something of a relief but we were both still a little freaked out.

What had happened was I got overly aggressive and took not just the largest bulb, but the handle area as well and it caused a tiny tear in my slit.  The beers were most definitely a culprit.

I didn't touch them again for a while but at one point, I did make myself bleed by trying to fully insert the shaft up to the ring.  Same as before, a couple drops of deep red blood.  There was no alcohol involved that time, just eagerness.

Stretching takes time and can't be rushed.  I've also read about guys that are just sensitive to catheters and sounds.  I don't want any scar tissue so the sounds are put away, at least for a while.

My cock and balls have been bruised and had aches but nothing alarming.  The blood was alarming.

Obviously, these are vulnerable areas but it can be surprising how much "abuse" they can take.  And that realization can fuel our desires to push boundaries.  Which is great, but we cannot lose sight of the delicate line between testing limits and actual injury.

Most BDSM activities are best engaged in when sober.  Yeah, it can be nice to be mentally lubricated, but that also deadens our senses and our judgment.  This is especially true with new things and the more extreme, the greater the need for clarity.

I'm a huge advocate for safe-words, and while I know there is an entire kink around not having them, I'll never stary from my belief in them.  Set them up with your partner and if you're going to gagged or otherwise unable to speak, have some other signal like a finger snap or a flashlight or something.

Educate yourselves, you and your Dominant, on what you're wanting to engage in and the potential risks and hazards and how to avoid them.

There are tons of stories and buried comments about things being taken too far and real injury happening.

I love pushing my boundaries but I also want to be able to keep enjoying my kinks and to keep pushing them.

Have fun, but be smart.  😉

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