The Intrepid Boyager

 Last night as another WOW  night!  I'm still buzzing, especially my prostate.  😁💦 A couple days ago, Mistress sent me a text that read, "Bring me some lunch and I'll shove something up your ass."  Of course, I eagerly complied!  After lunch she told me that she would fulfill her promise on Friday (last night).  And fulfill, and fill, she did!  😊 It started with her directing me to wear my  "small penis" underwear that she purchased me.   She knows they get in my head.  So all day I was being reminded of my undeniably small penis.  It is the most unique feeling.  At once embarrassing, yet totally liberating. Through out the day she teased me here and there with quick strokes, rubbing me through my underwear, and that sort of thing.  She also repeatedly told me that she was absolutely going to shove something up my ass later.  She said with a hint of excitement and enthusiasm that just made me even more giddy....

 In the last post titled,  Spontaneous Combustion , I showed one of my homemade tools that she aptly named the Hell Bitch.  I've made us a number of tools over the years from paddles to gags to spreader bars but it has been a long time since I did so and well...she's gotten my creative juices flowing again.  Know what I mean?  😉😈 I'm a little out of woodworking practice so some mistakes were made but overall, I'm pleased with the results.  This was all done with simple hand tools so you can do it! She gave me a couple practice swats and then christened her the Sweet Bitch.  She picked out the decorative tacks and the pattern and since there are fourteen of them, she declared that is how many whacks I will get when she is ready to use it with sincerity.  But, she is definitely pleased and appreciative.  😍 There's something uniquely deviant about taking the time to make the items you know are going to be used "against" you.   Here ...

 Last night was... Whoosh!  😋😍 It was a Friday and I'd been thinking about her all day.  Both non-sexually but of course, in the most deviant ways as well.  😁  I got out of work a little early and stopped at the store then headed home.  It's been crazy hot for several days but yesterday it was cool and rainy and it felt wonderful.  She had the front door open with just the screen door closed, letting the cool air inside. We had some lunch and it was perfect napping weather so we decided to take advantage of it and laid down.  In no time she was out but my mind was running and I couldn't sleep. Several years ago, on our first foray into D/s, I would make a lot of our implements.  Paddles, gags, even a spreader bar.  For the most part, these were/are tools.  The focus is on effectiveness, not attractiveness.  I'd been thinking of making her a new paddle.  A nice wooden one and one that would have some authority but not be...

PRE-STORY BACKSTORY:   On one of the forums I visit, a thread posted asking bi-curious guys what they fantasize about the most.  In both my real world bi encounters as an adult I was pretty much the top.   But in my fantasies, and the dirty talk I share with my wife, it is very much the opposite and I'm the bottom. I have two main fantasy themes that get detail tweaks but the base idea remains. In both, she is there, fully clothed and not participating in a meaningful physical way. Watching, encouraging, even degrading me for what I'm so eagerly engaging in.  Below is a story about one of those themes. ON WITH THE FANTASY STORY... We've all already communicated online and met briefly in person.  We're all comfortable and feel safe moving forward. He's never been with a man before and he's nervous and feeling awkward.  I'm also anxious but my past experiences say it's best to just get things started.  I get him a beverage and beckon him to sit on t...

 And it happened.  😀 I was supposed to have to wait another day at least but some life circumstances caused her to accelerate her schedule and she decided I was going to cum yesterday.  Naturally, I was quite excited by this surprise change.  That put me only ten days into denial but with her daily teasing and edging it always seems soooooo much longer! She was in the shower and called for me to come into the bathroom.  When I entered, from behind the curtain she said, come wash me.  I pulled the curtain back just enough to expose her wet flesh but not let the water spray everywhere.  She was standing with her back and ass to me, her wet hair stuck to her skin.  She handed me the bar of soap and ever so slightly pouted her ass back.  I understand the nonverbal cue.   I worked up a heavy lather on my hands and then slid one between her cheeks.  I felt her tight nether hole as I passed it and continued forward until the edge of ...

  Cock and Ball Torture or CBT is a fairly common kink in the BDSM world and one I certainly enjoy.  Well, certain aspects of it anyway.  I think CBT covers a wide range of activities, that, while all focused on the male genitals, can be very different things with very different levels of severity.  From binds to insertions to full on groin kicks, CBT occupies a decidedly varied corner in the kink world. It's a kink that can be very pleasing both mentally and physically.  Not only are a man's genitals quite sensitive, we are also quite sensitive to things happening to them!  So to have them attacked in any way, even mildly, can be very powerful. I've long enjoyed C&B bondage.  Various rings, straps, even wide shoelaces have brought me a lot of satisfaction over the years.  I love to have my balls stretched and then bound.   I adore pulling my testicles, one at a time through an almost too small steel ring and then stuffing my ra...