The Intrepid Boyager

  She says she feels better now.  Just needed to get it out of her system.  😊

 No doubt this is an impactful topic for a lot of men and I am absolutely included in that group. While not tiny, I do have a below average sized penis that is especially small when flaccid.  This has always been an issue for me and I mean since a very young age.  Growing up, my best friend and I engaged in a lot of sexual activity.  More specifically, that is to say we'd masturbate together a lot but also that I would pleasure him by hand or mouth quite often.  He was three years older than me so he was already maturing ahead of me but to compound the situation, he was well endowed and, as I said, I was decidedly not. We quit playing with each other as we entered our teens but he commonly teased me about my small dick and he would sometimes bring it up around girls.  I also had terrible cystic acne so as a teenage boy, these were deeply impactful conditions.  I felt so terribly awkward and unattractive around girls.  That was especially difficult...

 Today was...wow... Although Mistress isn't a personal fan of pink, she knows I like it (always have, long before any of this) but more importantly, she knows it's a powerful emasculating color and so, of course, she strives to make the most of it. The day started with me shaving my legs as usual.  I use a Phillips 6000 electric razor on my legs and ass from about an inch below my knee up.  The lower leg is left hairy due to summer and shorts wearing.  Then I did my usual Sunday shower.  That entails me using a stiff-bristled shower brush over my entire body.  It is borderline painful (especially in sensitive areas) but leaves my skin feeling so good.  Then I replace the blade in my Bulldog razor and shave my entire groin area. Today when I exited I was instructed to put on the new pair of frilly pink panties Mistress just bought for me.  These are the most over-the-top girly panties she's ever gotten for me   Considering she did not rea...

 Yesterday, Domme T was exceedingly horny and after a nice lunch she ordered me into the bedroom and to strip naked.  Of course I did as told.  I was eleven days into denial. Mistress had me lay on my side and then she snugged up tight behind me, spooning me and pressing herself into my back.  She had two vibrators going; a larger one she likes on her clit and a small curved one she likes to insert.  They were humming away and she was crushing her pelvis into my ass.  She was stroking my raging and drippy cock and I was focused on my breathing to keep from cumming. Of course she was teasing me the entire time about how long it had been since I came, how hard and wet I was, how pathetically desperate I was, and so on.  That just made me all the hotter. She was super hot herself and it didn't take long before her soft moans turned to heavy grunts and snatches of quick breaths.  As her orgasm subsided and she enjoyed the continued tease of her vibrat...

 Recently, Mistress instructed me to compile a list of my favorite things to engage in and put them in order of preference.  A few things didn't need to be on the list as they have become standards such as orgasm control, panty wearing, and toenail painting. This was actually hard as I could make a pretty big list but more so, trying to put them in order was really taxing.  After the first three, the margins of separation are very slim and can be totally dependent on mood and application at the time.  At the time of instruction, I wasn't given any reason for the list, just that I was to create it. Here's what I handed in... Participate in you achieving orgasm. Watching you achieve orgasm. Strap on and other dildo play (receiving). Showering and drying me. Paddle, spanking, etc. Psychological play (mindfucks, games, etc.) CBT play Skin play (scratching, Wartenberg wheel, etc.) Humiliation play Bondage I still don't know specifics but I suspect the list serves a couple...

So when I started getting serious about male chastity and really researching it so I could be educated to help introduce my wife to it, one thing I came across (no pun intended) fairly routinely was that if men don't get some kind of release at some sort of interval, it is bad for the prostate.  The assertion generally goes that the prostate builds up fluids and that is somehow bad for it and therefore, while the Dominant doesn't have to provide a pleasurable orgasm, they should do something to cause a "release". The most common approaches I seem to find were full, regular orgasms, ruined orgasms, and prostate milking.  The first one doesn't need any explanation but for those who may not be familiar, a ruined orgasm is just what you're probably thinking - you bring the man right to the brink, past the point of no return and then stop your contact.  The result is, since they are too far gone, they ejaculate but don't get the intense pleasure because you did...